Friday, July 15, 2005

Raining like Cats and Dogs

Fuck man, it's raining now...

i wished i could play baskeball game today, and it's fucking raining. i don't know what i've offended to God today.

well, it's riday and i supposed to meet my girl. i went to cy's house last night and reminded him that today's game, he changed his plan to play bowling with kenny..

my girl called and told me in pj still raining shits.. i guess today's game cancelled. i've just started to get a grab on the game to keep me in fitness, build some packs, and i can dress up bodyfitted clothes like i have a few clothes which were bodyfitted. the last thing i must train is to have more stamina and endurance on basketball. not to forget my skills of course, to beat up the hell of Kidd's team, especailly the fat guy who's so tactic in grabbing ball and score under the ring..

whatever, i'm outta here.. cy, how's the plan for sunday? are we gonna read something in Bangsar? i must keep my reading routine man, boost up my charisma and knowledge..

done..

Winter Sonata.. English version?

Andy's Sonata (haha, funny)
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(verse 1)
When will I see you again
So I can take away this pain
Leaving me all alone
The memories remain

Wish that I can take it slower
Now it seems we're getting closer
From being a friend, then we become lovers

(chorus)
I've been hurting so much that I could say
Without you my life meant to be like astray
From the beginning until now
Thought you could really show me how

I've been hurting so much that I could say
Don't leave me alone if you tried to run away
From the beginning until today
I love you more than words could say


(verse 2)
Wish that I can take it slower
Now it seems we're getting closer
From being a friend, then we become lovers

(chorus)
I've been hurting so much that I could say
Without you my life meant to be like astray
From the beginning until now
Thought you could really show me how

I've been hurting so much that I could say
Don't leave me alone if you tried to run away
From the beginning until today
I love you more than words could say


(bridge)
Now it seems getting closer
From being a friend then become lovers
I wish that I could, to love you forever...

(chorus)
I've been hurting so much that I could say
Without you my life meant to be like astray
From the beginning until now
Thought you could really show me how

I've been hurting so much that I could say,
Don't leave me alone if you tried to run away,
From the beginning until today,
I love you more than words could say.

For Chin Yew, All The Best...

i created this just when i get to know he lost his love and in deeply devastated.. i'm pity of him, and things come in my mind.. dedicated to you bro..

From the lyrics spin
You listen to what i'm telling
When our friendship begins
It was hard to believe in
All the games we've been playing
In your house i crashed in
All the ideas we're getting
To have a band we've been dreaming
Your favourite is chocolate
Or vanilla
Both brings you dilemma
For me to help ya
Decide on which the best flava
Girls like Sarah, Monica, names on who ever
Which has been your lover
for now it doesn't matter
Whether the chicks is pretty
Hot and sexy
Or the geek is ugly
Nerd n silly
They make the same hole for the different key
What I said its true, dudeYou gotta trust me
What it takes for you
For a girl to be boo
Love is cruel when u ignore it like a fool
We shared the same shoe
lookin for the potential
you know what to do
Life still goes on
My buddy Chin Yew.

My life..

Another one created in Raub, negative and positive issues..

My life is getting blind
equals to dead end sign
My life is sucked
everything is so fucked up
My life's love is rough
never been so tough
My life is nothing special
it was considered failed
My life is getting slow
it will never glow
My life is so lonely
and definately phony
My life is full of anger
with all the betrayers
My life is desperate
seems like no faith
My life is unlucky
but it is guiding me
My life is simple
just like our local Kancil
My life is forgotten
every single burden
My life has never been true
until I found you
My life's ashes
are to my precious
My life's target
to put more effort
My life is fascinating
to know you're my everything

i guess this is to my love, my girl..

Fuck Life..


this is some shit i made 2 years ago while i'm in Raub operating shop. by then i was kinda bored cause no customers, so quiet and something came up in my mind. this is my creation..

Where are all the miseries come from?
When you are getting fed up, so start a Bong!
Puff and puff, you are getting high
Up, up and away to the sky! Hit me..

Yeah bitch, your ass licks,
but you're no differences from other chicks,
I fuck you like I fuck no others,
just like I bump on the street hookers.
You're telling me, you like money?
I'm loaded, so you do can be my honey?
Bitch, listen to me,you ain't real as I see.
I got high expectations,
and I've been in these situations.
All you do is lie,
to guys who treat you like money can't buy.
You'll pay, I can say,
all you bitches getting cursed anyway.
Yes I'm angry, I am mad,
because of you girls I'm turning bad.
You had your turn at first,
later on you'll have your thirst,
you'll find cuddle is so comfortable,
now it's too late for you to be able.
I'm gonna let all the guys know,
how does these loves gonna flow,
you guys can't take it, break it,
throw it all away and fuck it!
I got some news from these are lonely,
they said love is just a phony,
just like a new that turned old,
or you like silver then you like gold.
Who can tell me what is love for?
Nobody fares to be serious anymore!
I'll let it be straight,
so my words go accurate:

One love,
happens in one night stand.
Two loves,
until you understand.
Three loves,
from all the bitches did, one love is all we need.

So the conclusion is,
whether you had your believes,
I don't fuck love, I don't give a shit,
I play along, I can bare with it.
I had enough hard times,
none of them are really mine, that's fine.
Hard to get a wife, so I fuck life.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Days of Slacking

Thursday.. Hmm, my money ran low, still have few days more to my first day of work. I haven't ate anything today, only coffee would fill my stomach for a day. I remember yesterday i was awaken by a lady, which i'm not who was that, kept yelling at my landlord's wife. All i knew she's spitting "your husband talks rubbish about me to other people.." i don't what she meant, it could be something very serious, cause she's been yelling for like half an hour, then she went to the living room with tears and whines. Said "my husband's gonna kill me if he finds out somebody knew.." weird.. Few far ago, i noticed that the room in front of my room was taken by a lady. She looks familiar to me, yet she greeted me like she knew me. Ah, she's a primary school teacher, that's what i've heard. I've doubts maybe she's the one who's yelling and whining in the morning.

After i bought the movies, i just watched a few, left G2H2 haven't watched, i just trying to think of solutions how to use the Profimail, an email client that supports Gmail using POP3 server. The best to use is downloading mails, but you can choose an option by downloading the headers so by results you can decide on which emails you can download the body text, rather downloading the whole mails and may costly and jam the phone. I'm using Nokia 3650 and i know this phone has limits on memory, mostly ram not enough, usually can't use big file softwares to operate in the phone, some can, but just in temporary period, or the ram was fully consumed.

I even can send emails, even attachments, like pictures, sounds, videos and texts. Files also, but rather exceeding the memory limits, and also the cost, i only make it useful on writing my blogs from my phone using notepad, then use my email client to send on the web, by then i can open my mails from pc at cc, just download the text files, copy the text and paste it at Blogger, then publish it, save more time and cost. I've tried typing in cc and somehow there're times the server down, internet down also, so it always appears page not found and it really get on my nerves, and the text can't be transferred anywhere. Once the pc was restarted, also the recent files you've in that pc was deleted. So why the heck i wanna go through all these troubles? People may think i can use mms. Well, mms only can send texts, pictures and videos in a appropriate file types, not all sorts, also it limits less than 100k per mms. I know these days mms gone cheaper (maxis post paid 25 cents per mms, half rated since the 3G launched), trust me, i've tried sending to my mailbox like Hotmail, the texts were like funky characters, few visible, but the pictures and videos are attached as files. Precisely, mms can be use from phone to phone, not to pc or email.

Sad thing that i don't own a pc myself. I wished i had, but since i bought my car and just recent losing my job, i had to put the thought aside again, only can fantasize it. Sometimes i envy those people who owned pc, they don't fully make use of it, i usually only heard them said they're too busy la, this la that la, leaving the pc into dust. I swear, if i have pc, i'm sure the keyboard's character print may smear off, same as like the cc's keyboard.

I bet my pal disagreed my whining, cause he knew my greeds. I've my greeds, just to satisfy my life, not to hurt someone. Why on earth you can have the gadgets just to make your life simple than usual, rather you leave them at home for good or not being as a 'show off', taking care your pride.. I don't think gadgets created nowadays for showing off, it's not like have limitations of people can afford, everyone's using hp, depends on the functions of the hp. The main point of the gadgets are to share with people, with friends and families. For example, i went Zouk with cy, so i made the video, even it's hardly to see, but still it's worth to save it as memory. I even upload pictures and videos on Yahoo groups, which i only shared with my girl. I'm sure the people in higher standard can enjoy these gadgets, but i think they only show off, it's their luxury nature, not fully using it, doing test, research, solutions, as what i did since i own this phone which operates Symbian 2 years ago. I'm still learning the software and a lot of coming ups, i can't stop myself download, use and see the results. Usually i downloaded the softwares may not compatible for my phone, at least i know some can be and useful, either shareware or free, but i've ways to crack it, hehe..

Using hp typing texts kinda tired also, i can't be sure how long i've been typing. Well, nothing much to concern..

Ok, about the Profimail, i've used it to download some softwares from the web, i've installed those were useful. So i've tried the antivirus, small file but effective. I opened it and it started to scan all the drives, including rom. So it scanned my game file was infected, the game was manually downloaded from another phone (one file by one file, very difficult and waste a lot of time), so maybe the virus came from there, it's been a year plus that the virus still active in my hp. It didn't cost any damage so far, as i know my hp dropped 3 times on hard surfaces that made my phone hard to start up, that's all, till now still functioning, no probs. Other softwares are okay, pretty nice to use.

My girl made a sudden call just to let me know she's coming to my place for a movie, and she brought some movies for me since these days i'm slacking.. By then i was working on uploading the softwares i found on the web and stored in my email so later i'll download it from my phone. We had dinner just in front of my place, curry noodles. Then we watched the movie and eventually fell asleep. My girl left earlier and again i'm back in my room researching the software..

..Till today, i'm still the same, researching, did went out had drinks with my ex colleague, left rm1 with me for a day without a meal..

Ahh.. What a sad life, why don't they just let me work then?

Fucked..

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Why don't they just let me work???

fucking shit, it's all about my inpatience on work...

it's tuesday morning, woke up at 7am, refreshed myself and get dressed, start my journey to my new workplace..

damn, the traffic was so conjested at the Sunway Toll, i came from puchong, i thought it may shorten my travelling time. supposed i thought of using federal highway, but i think it'll be more conjested. the toll was the sucked up, all the cars were spreaded and after the toll, all the cars swueezing together again, seemed sohai to me. not to mention touch n go users, they'd the same situation like others. smart tag? they're same too. took about 1 hour to leave that stupid toll thing. i was like smoking freak in the car, maybe 4 sticks i've taken, dehydrates me much.

soon as i reached there, one of the staffs told me i was appointed to start work on the 18th, which means next monday.. fuck, then it's my fault, i never answered the calls made yesterday while i was busy getting my EPF statement just to prove that my precious company still owed me bunch of debts since my boss (the skinny one) left me.. also met me dad and talked about things happened lately, but this story i'll update next blog, not this one..

went back home, don't know what am i gonna, dvd player spoiled again, and i'm not planning to bring for repairing in the moment cause the last time i sent it took about a month to have the player repaired. damn it..

i slept..

then again around night time my girl called me.. it was 9pm, i'm sure i've to meet up cy for jamming session, and i was late for that.. received some messages, i knew cy would be angry with me. called him but can't get through, tkae my chances and meet him at his house. reached there and his car wasn't there, callled him up and he told me he's at Steven's Corner.. so i decided to go OUG and find some vcds. bought longest yard, war of the worlds and H2G2..

watched war of the worlds first, emm.. quite nice, but kinda odd the ending, the aliens were easy to be defeated.. then longest yard.. cun man, i like the way how adam snadler deal with thugs in manner way.. then H2G2.. not yet, hehe, i think maybe i'll watch it tommorrow..

ZZzzzZZZzZZZzz...

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