Holiday is NO MORE

Sunday... Tears coming inside me, as all the years i've been working in a fucking bankrupt company, i never get a fucking long holiday before, working in restaurant, pub, retail.. How you gonna expect to have a long holiday like this? Yes, working in advertising firm, not a wild guess. I'm so lucky to have this job, even if it's gonna temporary, if i can't work out a good results during probation, it's better to have none, like continue my boring life, without friend's gathering, work-eat-sleep-work kinda job. Whatever, it's too late for me to regain back, all the faiths in friends were lost and it's not going to mend back. But it's good to see myself being normal back again. Good shit..

Last night me and cy watched 'High Fidelity', a good movie really represents cy's life (I don't think it's a loser's type). Next day woke up, about 1pm... Just as my girl sms me to say she's waiting for me to fetch her. My mind still blurred, however it is, i still need to fetch her so the whole day i can spend to watch movies borrowed from Andrik.

My girl's not happy about past few days. She's been staying at my place along the holidays that turned out to be sour. She got scolded by her parents. Shit, should've fetch her back no matter if it's late night or early in the morning. She almost cried cuz most of the time like she wanted to watch movie 'Doom', the cinema cancelled showing cuz not much people watching it, or her friends all outstation, even one stayed in town have more reasons to make herself busy than free, or went to a singing lounge but the event are for the kids to sing along, made her wasted the time and money being there, much much more sad incidents she couldn't take it. I was spending most of my time with my friends, from Penang and locally, lots of fun and spending till broke. She could've called me and i'm sure that i'll bring her along joining my friends rather get stood up by friends and unhappy outings.

So, the whole day was only watching movies, lunch, dinner, and we went Pasar Malam nearby my place. There's a Aroma Therapy stall which a pretty girl's selling assorted Aroma smells in different medium. Her mother was there too and suddenly she asked where did i bought the T-shirt i'm wearing. I remember this T-shirt with a Monkey print on was from my previous boss, bought in Thailand while he's on turf, so called sample but intentionally for me as a gift. I told her so, and she said her daughter is a fanatic of Monkey, on T-shirts, pillows, decorative stuffs, etc. Just kept telling me about it. Hey... I guess from that tactic, she's luring me to buy stuffs from her. Well, i'm interested of buying the Aroma Therapy oil for my room, mine's finished few days ago, and i'm really looking for it, as nearer as i could buy from. She even attached a descriptions of Aroma kinds, which is which to have different essences of healthy smell.

I bought 'Sweet Teddy', mmm... Nice aroma, but the smell is too condensed, pure filled the room.

The migrane came back, as i know tomorrow there're lots of work to do, here and there i'm gonna travel. I'm always in tense, can't control myself being that way, most of the time when i had to finish my task.

So much fun for the holiday, and it ends here. Back to working days, fellas...

To all muslims, Selamat Hari Raya, bye bye holidays...

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Saturday, everyone's heart pounding hard cuz the holiday's gonna over soon, from far overseas they had to pack their things up, some outstates start driving back to their working states. Some needed more but that's all the holiday are. Pretty sad to see again Monday, and i'm very nervous about the tasks given and not done past Raya and Deepavali.

Heard that we're going Fish Head lunch at Sg Besi. It's 10am, i'm still with the hangover, thinking that i need to see my girl today. Or maybe later cuz a friend from Penang (I-Meng) is going back by this evening. So we met him at his place called Sukasa Service Apartment, very nice place and since Lunar Bar, everyone's talking about it, and i don't have a single idea what's all about.

The friends were watching Star Wars 3.

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*Ring*

I-Meng picked up the call, some conversation and talked to cy aloud: "Michelle's looking for you." Wow, he got her attention on him... But cy denied so much. He's been telling me he couldn't give anything to a girl, so he won't be looking for a lover in the moment till he's ready. I can understand what he means, throughout his single life, he does need a companion, a girl. Only stopped him was he can't provide what the girl wants, just rather not hurting the girl. Now that's reflecting me, if you know what i'm talking about, darling. So sorry...

So Michelle came, joined us for lunch. So the lunch was really nice like the dinner yesterday. A lot of people and again such place was considered not isolated but much crowds, all rich buggers there too... Seen pretty girls with their boyfriends, big families and the fathers paying the bills. From this lunch, i can really see clearly how Michelle looks like. My, she much more prettier than my ex, and she has prettier smile, not the figure but it's ok, she finer than my ex entirely. Speaks well, no attitude, a match for cy. A bad thing about it, as cy said, he'll get haunted by people kept telling him "Michelle's like Andy's ex.." this is so absurd...

Planned to go Aquarium visit. Nah, i heard a friend said: "New IC RM28, new IC RM38..." am i stoned listening such things?

So in the end we didn't go, kinda expensive, boring seeing fishes swimming around, yet we had Fish Head...

Yeah, about Michelle, that's how i know about her from the lunch. I didn't really talk to her cuz she's too cute to talk to and i'm always shy to look at cute pretty girls. My nature, bad one. I-Meng offered her number to cy but he didn't want it, so i volunteered myself to get her number for until cy changed his mind to break free from his miseries. Sorry to say this but, i ought to try, you're my friend, and that's how gonna be.

The rest of the day, found out that the cable plugging from walkman to pc has broken. Went OUG area bought a cable, headed home and dubbed the tape to MP3 format. About 59 minutes long and the MP3's memory about 57mb, so huge that impossible to distribute, unless cut some tracks. Yeah, i know, as if you don't know, just telling you, for christ sake!

I played XBox, Fight Club and Juiced. The Juiced game is like a racing game, almost same as Need For Speed Underground, the gameplay was different, betting money, some teammates racing for you, cellphone calls to make some challenges, styles on drifting skills to gain respects from town to town racers. I guessed it's much more interesting than NFSU, not to mention the Mods, so different and difficulties. Can't make myself so fanatic about it cuz i'm so 25-years-old-thinking-of-myself-getting-old, also it's not my XBox, i don't own one and hardly think of getting one. It's not so fun playing with XBox cuz the controller is so damn hard to control, not so user friendly than PS2, so many choices and selections to make throughout any games... I think i'm left out with the games nowadays, it's not like 2 buttons Nintendo can finished the game in short time, now it's all in DVD format, huge files, great graphic effects, more characters and sceneries, Disc 1 and Disc 2 or Disc 3, cheats, pirate copies of it, funky more buttons on controllers, plug and play on any tv screens, stereo hi fi sounds, Dolby Logic Surround shit, impressive impressive impressive non stop on today's new era gaming consoles and experiences.

Today's last day for my girl's brother staying in KL, had to go back to Terengganu for studies. What i really expected for today, after all the fun i had, i must remember to spend time with my girl too. And she had to see me by the next day as it's late for her to see me. Shit, i'm so stuffed with desperation, i wanna watch movies with her, borrowed so many movies from Andrik. And i forgot about my shirts... Need to iron them...

So i ended up having drinks with my friends in OUG's Halo Cafe, the place which my girl always talked about, singing and instrumental music, all Chinese songs. The crowds are all youngsters, pretty girls and rich fellas... I'm bored, not all; the friends i knew so well. I just composed some posts, like this one, while i was there. Can't remember what happened to me for the past few days, i'm like dreaming...

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Hari Raya first day, woke up in the afternoon. Supposed this very night we're planning to go Lunar Bar with my circle of friends, so i need to fetch my girl back home, i'll stay on with cy by dinner time, then she'll join us with her brother along at Lunar Bar. But it didn't happen that way. Her brother cancelled the plan and they went somewhere else, while our dinner cancelled but Lunar Bar still on.

I've been at Lunar Bar, for the first time i was there like 2005's Chinese New Year after we friends had grand dinner around Ampang. I was the only one wearing short pants and granted to go in the club, thanks to Benson who did all the effort. Yes, he did spend a lot on liquors so the management had to keep their one eye closed for me. Honestly i'm glad, not get humilated then.

So this second time's not that we expected, much more unknown friends were there and i'm totally out of the league. What are they talking about is almost not in my concern. Penny's there too, standing around with nobody's talking to. I knew my school friends, just not as like we're supposed to be. I think it must be my job, comes my attitude (being childish?), then how i interpret the topic.. I'm suck, so i got myself quiet... Shhh... I'm a loser...

Only one person caught my view.. Michelle, that's the name. A girl that with a flash view of her, i seem to have a deja vu... She's fucking looked like my ex-lover... Fucked... But she's not the person i'm afraid to see. She has the prettiest smile with a cute chubby face, with sweet voice.. (actually i didn't know how she is as in person, i'm all alone in the party and somehow the next episod might review what i knew about her in summarized). So cy made another plan, going to Zouk meeting Kidd have more drinks and loud music. In Lunar Bar, you don't get to dance and loud music, a decent place meant for people gathering their friends or lovers... Yeah, i should be the one bringing you there, darling, just have to coop up with the cost...

There we were, Zouk.. Heavy pumping R&B music.. My favourite type and considering the DJ is absolutely exceptional, best beats in the house. I didn't get to drink much, just dance a lot like i'm so into it, or shall i say that i'm so obsessed that i need to dance like how i did in my room.. (oops..). When my girl's not around, i kept on thinking of her entirely in the club, wished she was there, hugging and holding me, afraid i might be somewhere.. Shit, so it was like a very little time we spent there, headed cy's home and stayed overnight...

Hari Raya day 2... *yawn* woke up late again~ just as usual in every holidays, i just used to it, never that i could have a proper life ever since i left home. Planned to go somewhere (shit, i really have a bad memory in me) but cancelled, had lunch nearby, got decided to jam in the house. We did the recordings but ck, cy's brother didn't turn on the recording mic button so it's not recording any... Pathetic.. Then went to my house, get some clean clothes and went Ampang like a maze to reach the most adventurous way to go to a restaurant, fucking isolated but famous among rich buggers to spend dinner there... The food are very nice, and the captain of the restaurant.. He's been my workplace's captain, in Hakka Restaurant Bangsar but it's already closed down years ago. Still he's been a captain till now, and i guessed he saw me but not sure if he knew me.

Paid RM40+ for the dinner...

Andrik had a place to go, so me and cy followed him to a place near Jln Bukit Bintang. The way he drove like freaking mad, bringing us to the routes of maze, turning without signals.. Funny 'Mabuk'ingPIE.. Some actions he did also drunkie type, maybe he did realised some but not the way we look at him doing it. Sorry man, it just happen to be a diary so i got to remember how silly you are man...

Don't forget to mention about 'Loh Lan Diu' name.. Why get so much troubles?

Can't believe the short night we spent at his friend's house.. One hit at a time got us quickly headed home, straight in the room, without thinking of anything, sleep...

"The trickiest part is you'll know when to stop"

i stopped as they asked me another one. I'm done for...

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Wednesday compulsory working day to whom which is not applying leave... That's me, sounded i'm like a workoholic... Nah, do you think so..? Haha, that's funny though...

Same as Monday, 3 people working including me, this time i need to get all the informations to a client by today. Went to meet clients at Klang, stranded in Bandar Tasik Selatan waiting for the contractor to be free to talk about the quotations, having lunch by my own planned to have it at my girl's place... Damn, so boring for a working day... I've waited my contractor about an hour while he's conducting business with another client, then i just had to go for lunch, about 20 minutes after, i came back and the contractor's car was gone, for sure he went out for lunch, so again i've to wait for him to get the quotation... Fuck man, freaking fucked up schedules for today, or else i'm at office listening to music... Fuck...

Had enough of waiting, so i just passed the documents to Kim the 'leng lui' so she'll fax me the quotation... Went back office, heard Kenny's coming over to office.

Just as i was blasting the music all over the ground floor (i'm all alone, i'm the KING!), Kenny came with his short pants... Haha, he looked funny that way. He came to do a little things, ordered me to do some tasks and he went off. It's about 4pm, still downloading some songs to convert and download in my phone. So then after work at 5.30pm, i went to my girl's place to have dinner.

Nothing much, you know what couples do when they both alone in the room? Don't be dirty minded yall!

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