Holiday is NO MORE

Sunday... Tears coming inside me, as all the years i've been working in a fucking bankrupt company, i never get a fucking long holiday before, working in restaurant, pub, retail.. How you gonna expect to have a long holiday like this? Yes, working in advertising firm, not a wild guess. I'm so lucky to have this job, even if it's gonna temporary, if i can't work out a good results during probation, it's better to have none, like continue my boring life, without friend's gathering, work-eat-sleep-work kinda job. Whatever, it's too late for me to regain back, all the faiths in friends were lost and it's not going to mend back. But it's good to see myself being normal back again. Good shit..

Last night me and cy watched 'High Fidelity', a good movie really represents cy's life (I don't think it's a loser's type). Next day woke up, about 1pm... Just as my girl sms me to say she's waiting for me to fetch her. My mind still blurred, however it is, i still need to fetch her so the whole day i can spend to watch movies borrowed from Andrik.

My girl's not happy about past few days. She's been staying at my place along the holidays that turned out to be sour. She got scolded by her parents. Shit, should've fetch her back no matter if it's late night or early in the morning. She almost cried cuz most of the time like she wanted to watch movie 'Doom', the cinema cancelled showing cuz not much people watching it, or her friends all outstation, even one stayed in town have more reasons to make herself busy than free, or went to a singing lounge but the event are for the kids to sing along, made her wasted the time and money being there, much much more sad incidents she couldn't take it. I was spending most of my time with my friends, from Penang and locally, lots of fun and spending till broke. She could've called me and i'm sure that i'll bring her along joining my friends rather get stood up by friends and unhappy outings.

So, the whole day was only watching movies, lunch, dinner, and we went Pasar Malam nearby my place. There's a Aroma Therapy stall which a pretty girl's selling assorted Aroma smells in different medium. Her mother was there too and suddenly she asked where did i bought the T-shirt i'm wearing. I remember this T-shirt with a Monkey print on was from my previous boss, bought in Thailand while he's on turf, so called sample but intentionally for me as a gift. I told her so, and she said her daughter is a fanatic of Monkey, on T-shirts, pillows, decorative stuffs, etc. Just kept telling me about it. Hey... I guess from that tactic, she's luring me to buy stuffs from her. Well, i'm interested of buying the Aroma Therapy oil for my room, mine's finished few days ago, and i'm really looking for it, as nearer as i could buy from. She even attached a descriptions of Aroma kinds, which is which to have different essences of healthy smell.

I bought 'Sweet Teddy', mmm... Nice aroma, but the smell is too condensed, pure filled the room.

The migrane came back, as i know tomorrow there're lots of work to do, here and there i'm gonna travel. I'm always in tense, can't control myself being that way, most of the time when i had to finish my task.

So much fun for the holiday, and it ends here. Back to working days, fellas...

To all muslims, Selamat Hari Raya, bye bye holidays...