New Girl

Natt Gaysarin, from Thailand










one word.. She's Fucking HOT!!!

the best pals i have..

well, from left is me, jeff and c.yew,
we all from sri garden school,
may god bless them healthy always..

ok, so this photo was taken from our cny reunion dinner somewhere behind jln imbi, a restaurant which not everyone knows about it except andrik. i was there, andrik and benson was the earliest ones and then came after c.yew. later friends came few by few and finally the yee sang time.. so it went on and on bla bla bla...

i'm telling you about these two friends i have.. what i had in mind about them, of course..

jeff.. we just got really know each other since 3 yrs ago, when i stayed in desa petaling. he was studying that time, so i get to go yamcha with him during weekdays, cuz weekends we probably goin clubbing at night so yamcha, it happened less. he's the kinda guy who's too ego, at first i knew, but somehow people when they're rich and high status, automatically they were trained to have such character in order to protect their status, whenever they confronting to other rich people on doing comparison "i richer than u!!" whatever

just joking..

he's fine, only matters he's into clubbing much than i thought.. mostly feng tau (head twisting), with ecstacies and weeds, no probs to him.. but now he cut down a lot due to his job, taking lotsa responsibilities on his staffs, doing sales and entertainment on clients.. i know he's a busy man now, he made me proud on lotsa things he do, and i'm glad he wont look down at me cuz i'm poor.

his friends can count on, like yu kong and georgie (perhaps i hardly met georgie, so i cant put much comments on him) yu kong is very direct person, i seen him with his cool looks, no emotion, when he laughs, he treats it like a small matter only, no bounderies on him.. we hardly contact each other now due to work, sometimes on the msn or yahoo, sometimes sms, sometimes yamcha...

i did wanna change job, at first put in consideration on c.siang's job.. his dad quite compulsive person, way too much pressure from him, not the job, by his words, i feel like commiting suicide cuz i cant really answer his questions, too far beyond. on second thought, maybe jeff's job could bring some harmony, at least his office is nearer to where i live, travel? no probs, i hav car, took about 10 mins to reach though.. so i'm still waiting for my chances to settle my stuffs in my current company now before i put down my resignation letter..

just hav to wait..

okay, now about c.yew.. for futher info u can check out his blog from the links i've put on the right side of this page.. if this blog overdue, pls go to the main page and find the link.

too much to say about him cuz we've spend almost 10 yrs friendship and nothing really break us apart...

my friend in bloom..

why my pal c.yew always has something going on in his life, at first i knew him he's much too complicated person, with family probs (everyone does) and now got even worst.. girlfriend..

i know he might mad at me of writting something in this blog behind him, hey, this is where you can put up the thoughts you have and honestly you can't really share them, no one listen.. in fact, readers have interest reading on people's life and always there's a comment to show either support or critics.. it depends..

i put up a link of his blog, anyone here feel free to check it out.. also a link which brings you the photos on babes, thousands of them, good exploring!

anyway, he located me at msn messenger, telling me he's on his way out and sent me the pic of his bro's band and song of their band. i'm listening to it, its great, like mogwai, though.. i know what's c.yew exactly thinking in his mind after a read his blog (why is he so eager to have me reading his blog? maybe i'll be eager asking someone else to read mine..) he's out to find p.san, his happenly ex gf..

sad..

his blog was telling me that his ex was asking him about the flea market, dunno wats the use of the stuffs for, but i'm sure it'll ignite my pal's emo and stressed up again, maybe he'll get back his old routine.. looking at her pics, her pics with her new bf, then.. sigh.. sigh.. sigh.. all he knows.. it's been months, and it's a disease to him, corrupting him.. then, kenny who works in hotel hilton comes back and tried everyways to brainwash him, he may have good terms, but not in proper expression, too ego, i'm sure c.yew cant take that much and he always can accept good and bad from a person..

i'm pity at him. even last time he ask me whether his gf wanted him back in the end, or might just married with another guy.. who knows, all i know if p.san really giving chances to him, all he has to do is wait.. how long? dunno..

his blog full of sadness, i can't bared to read, my life's enuf miseries, dats how i called my blog..

why love is sad? not happy? or just nightmares? gave depression much till my pal here suffering? he's way prosperous than he used to be, but he thinks it is not enuf until p.san comes back to him.. so on and on his wonders...

one way street band..

my best pal c.yew was excited on our band thingy once he got some news from his bro c.keong about his own band called one way street. c.keong was 2nd from the left, somewhat looking on something unknown..

c.yew asked me to listen to their latest demo made just something like mogwai.. i've heard it at his house, which only guitar strummings and his bro was singing the lyrics over and over again with low self esteem kinda emo-voice..

in fact i'm anxious to download the damn song and it took fucking long time to complete, i wonder if c.yew's downloading something from his pc and slowing the connections..

1000k left..

damn...

feeling like pee...

my gf got online just now and tellign me david tao's coming to kl and do promos of his latest album, the great leap... to me, his latest album just as same as like his first album.. gave much impressions but i think his 3rd album's songs like melody, moon my heart and some other tracks really move my feelings, well, i guess his new album needs some complimentary from me.. perhaps, his album way too good in compositions, like moods, the flow, the groove, the pick ups, and the lyrics, seems perfectly inserted.. i heard his new album sold alot.. and i finally bought his very first original album, others was burned in cdr from my friends..

ok back to one way street.. nice band name, like not local, but it was local band.. what am i trying to say here?

all i know c.keong dislike our and songs cuz it's bored out his mind, nothing impressive, till one day c.yew ask me to jam in his designer company which equipped with all sorts of music intruments, and we made a hi fi demo, even burned in a cdr, each of us had one, and even played the song in front of his bro c.keong.. finally he cant believe what he's listening to and guess wat.. he's interested! so far i knew c.keong went jamming with us and quit jamming with us thereafter and join other band which played musics like us...

i'm glad someone lightened up our dreams again, for my band, for my best friend c.yew, who's good at music all the time... salute..

the mysteries of cny reunion dinner...

i was trying to do my blog here in the middle of the night at cc, wondering how they post up the pics online.. seems very technical to me.. even it gave some guidelines, i don't seem to get a futher step..

what i've said just now happens last night cuz i don get much time writting more about it. well, lets get it started..



this is the reunion dinner pic taken before cny

the food is okay to me, even the salmon.. ohh.. kina stuffy on raw food..

last night i chat with andrik, who's in aussie now doin his studies, apparently his not sleeping yet, trying to do his project stuff. a question pop up in my head, wondering who paid for the drinks after we had our dinner.. all i know i've paid for the beers, other than that.. none.. even i've asked around friends about it and none of them acknowledged..

i think benson who paid the bottles of liquours. thereafter i was quite high, up to my head, all i knew wendy was chatting with me with all the girls and guys stuffs, how the relationship goes and gone. wendy is the kind of person can share all the experience in life with her, can be a good girlfriend, but not good wife.. she'll tear the guy's life apart if she's in rage, on something which we guys think it's sort of small problem..

i remembered last time, i don know who told me, our high school hot chick named su lin, was clarify the cunnest chick of every guy's dream babe.. i left the school earlier due family probs, after i left she came in... so, i met her.. she's tall, bright eyes, talks maturely, speaks fluent english, something like classy people, and last but not least.. she's hot.. gorgeous... ok ok..

su lin brought her cousin along, i was told by that, similar with what she's has in features.. also and dressing code was different.. she's wearing black speghetti dress and the skirt was long till knees, one word.. attractive.. but i'm not so attracted to her, cuz i know i'm not up to class and able to go out with such chicks, i know my status..

lunar bar was a place the first and the last time i'm there, such high class, and i cant blame benson, he can burn his money in not hard feelings, i couldnt, it breaks my heart out... and for all the crowds there, rich people, and even the toilet.. could u imagine when u pee and only one particular blur line rightly covered ur private parts direct from a big size window where you can look over the big cuty of malaysia? mostly basins were always attached on walls, i can say stick to the wall, but this, in the centre of the toilet.. hmm.. nice, u might think i'm kinda nerd, i work hard jobs, i don get to c much on these fancy decor... damn it...

i went back home even i'm drunk, went through police blocks and nothing happened, still can manage to park my car nicely and go home trying to plug on my dvd playa jus to listen some cooling songs but ended the next day i'm still dressed and holding the damn connectors.. *sigh*

Troubleshooting..

in kluang now, wish that i can go back in kl asap, but my boss (the fat one) just went to thailand today and he's only coming back on 7th March.. so again we stick t our daily routine: sleep, eat, watch tv, dancing around.. sounds much to living in a jail aint? great, if i'm courage enuf, i'll dump my staffs here and went back kl my own, whic it'll take about 3 hrs driving.. that's kinda insane, just for the sake of going home, watch dvd, meet my best pal, my girl.. rather pathetic thought... this is the first post i'm creating in order to change the preference of the blog templates, another kinda pathetic way.. that's alright nothing seems out of solutions.. i'll write some ome other time, msn and yahoo messenger blinging much here.. ciaoz..