A Very Sick and Bored Weekend

I hardly watch the movies i borrowed from Andrik, so much and it gave me difficulties to choose. Thanks to the weekend, i'm bound to stay home and burn my time with the movie marathon..

Saturday is the day i made my promise to spend my time with my girl, as usual. She's been on leave since Wednesday to prepare herself for her course's examination. My car milage's up, paid my room rent earlier, phone bills, car installment, service car, road tax plus insurance, the rest of my wages reserved for tolls, parking and petrol. Summarized, i'm broke...

I woke up quite late on Saturday morning, i was late for my car servicing schedule, and i'm in the time my girl's coming over to my place. There's a pain at my left gum, fucking stitching hard as i can't concentrate, and causes headache. Sure i knew i had munchies last night and the salts remained at my gums and teeth, so it happens. No matter how, my girl had to come first then she followed me to Puchong and get my car done servicing.

I don't know, i'm kinda like that place. The receptionist is cute and pretty (Malay), the mechanics are good manners, waiting room with Astro... Wow, i like to spend my time waiting while watching MTV and Channel V, also the last time i was there, i watched Lost, the episod i've missed from cy's hse. This time the kids occupied the room, with the jammed screen TV, wondered what the fuck they did with the controls. And so, i managed to fix it normal back and somehow the children were having ice creams and shouting and talking way out loud. I know they're still kids, blame me for straining the pain of my gum, i kept cursing them devilishly. My bad, i just can't help it. I was holding the control, and the kid just slipped his hands on it and took it away even i was looking at him. However i was clearly acknowledged from my experience, usually the Malay parents pamper much on their siblings. How can i tell all that?

Let's just make an example. Have you ever seen Chinese kids riding bicycles celebrating Merdeka Day at midnight along the road with full traffic passing by? How about the age between 7-10, riding around Dataran Merdeka? Or they just wander around at night when they can have fun on daylight? It's sound absurd to dig this fact, or you may seen such immorality acts in front of you, you just had to keep inside and not talking about it.

Tell yall the truth, i'm not offending anyone here. I build this blog just to let most of the readers who care to change for a better, even me so. Like i said, it's better leave if you're offended.

It didn't take long, we head to pharmacy bought pain killers for my gum, then went to my place.

I'm straining hard from the pain, felt that i'm losing my antibody. I've been saving much money for some expenses i need in the future, and this is what had returned to me. I used to not think of how much i'm gonna spend on my food, i grew healthy at first, fat too. Just as i know i need a savings, what i could really hold me back for that is to control my meal. I'm terribly hunger on food and always i'll order big portion till i'm full.

Now i've been skipping dinner. Guess what helped me forgetting dinner every weeknights? My best pal knew...

I slept after took 2 pills at a time. I couldn't bare the pain much, whatever my girl said, i lost the interest but pain. Sorry darling, it's not easy for me.

I woke up, and my girl watched 2 movies, got starved and we went for supper. Cy called earlier and asked me to join him at Poppy. My girl had the reaction again: "Are we going Poppy? The music sucks as the DJ..." I never intend to go. The pain numb my whole mouth, swollen and little pain. Another movie watched, and my girl went home. I continued to watch movies till 5am...

Sunday, i planned to visit my parents. They're not at home again. Damn...

The whole afternoon i cleaned my room, threw unwanted rubbish, swept and mopped. For all the things i did, i forgotten my laundry collection. Then i had a light dinner, waiting for the time comes, jamming...

This time Jordan was fully committed to our band. He came up an idea building a website of all the songs and ideas produced by Airtight Noise, eventually i'm not in the position of contributing, i guess. Or just that i'm a lost boy, still don't really tried to make a useful of myself in this band. I think it's all because of me, the band turned 10 and we're nowhere. I admit that, but it's not separating myself being a drummer, a passion to be longed enough until i discover that my skills are still remained as i idolised Dave Grohl. Nothing evolve and changed, the way i am are individually significant other, sophisticated and i'm bullshitting myself. Whatever, i like the way i am, being myself.

This time the session's purpose was to let Yulius and Jordan to blend in our music connection. And it didn't miss out Eleanor, the dress was stunning, future fashion designer! Last but not least for the most important matter, we did the recording, and CK didn't fail us this time! Was it him or me? It's him la...

After the session, Penny came and i guessed it right, she'll free her time to have drinks with us, as she knew we jammed that very night.

Soon, an old school friend called and she just stayed nearby. Everyone's started talking about her, Wai Yee, was in a slimming program, heard it was Slimming Sanctuary, whatever. She's a total evolve to us. Used to be a fatty clumsy geek, and now... A hot babe. She used to hang out with me and other friends in the class. After i left the school, with my very low self-esteem attitude, i got out from that circle of friends. When she came along with Chee Wei and another friend (shit, i forgot his name, forgive bro), everyone's surprised to see me still alive in this society. I ate bread, just to make sure i'll survive, and here i am, doubtfully unhealthy but on going strive type person they knew.

It's already midnight and everyone's no concern on next day's work. My heart pounding fast as i expected myself to be late for work. I tried not to but it became my instinct, better think for the worst than the good.

So, the time i went to cy's house, it's 1.30am. I knew later on he'll have me watching movie with him... God, am i a movie freak? The recording was an hour, so we did listen for an hour, comments and critics, then Don Cab, futuristic beats and rhythms, no way i could catch up. As far as i concerned, Mike Portnoy takes the lead on drums. Sorry to say that, Damon Che...

Guessed what, the next morning i woke up at 7.50am...

Fucking shithead of me...