Suffering

i was in kluang about 11 days, what's our routine is when we wake up in the morning.. sorry, it was afternoon.. cleaned ourselves and we watch some movies, or maybe mtvs.. then we'll pass our time till 7pm, and it's dinner time, yay! we went and had our dinner, then we came back, watch movies again!! then some other staffs went to sleep, and i was playing my phone games, till i'm through, i went to sleep too..

guess wat?

the routine went on 11 days!!!

damn, i hate this going on, while we're in the store and our new shops still under renovation, only rolling shutters installed, paintworks done and broke the wall. no utilities yet, in fact.. damn it..

thanks to a call from my boss, which happenly on 12th day morning, and i was not getting enuf sleep due played too much phone games and got sored eyes thereafter. he order me to go batu pahat and do closing jobs there, moving to bangi, which the place is near to shopping arcade and banks. great, finally there's hope. i've finished my dough on 10th day and we all been starved for like 2 days, and no one was there giving us a helping hand, not even the next door the groceries shop owner, who assume he only get low earnings, that a single rm50 note would like killing him.. perhaps he don't believe in us, what the hell, our stuffs left here and we won't just run his rm50 bill, that's pathetic, and more pathetic to say we're starved for 2 days and asking help from him and all he gotta say is "i earned quite few these days.."

what can i say? "damn him!"? what ever, i packed up and we all headed to batu pahat, leaving my supervisor there at the store just to keep an eye of the goods from being stolen. remember, he has no money too, so what shall i do in order to let him live there? hehe

i've reached my destination that took about less than 1 hour, then we start packing until midnight, refreshed ourselves and went to have drinks just right outside the shop. it's called red apple cafe, the feel is something like bukit bintang, but only they're chinese style, i can coop up with that. and they even hav wireless broadband, and most of the time i've seen quite lots of people carried their mobile gadgets there and do chattings, emails or surf porn.. i did saw one guy did that.. pervert..

i borrowed some money from my staffs and finally i can do some thing from my blog. why i need to borrow money? yep, i haven't got my salary. i think i'm a good leader in my com. why?

i called my boss about money for travel expenses, he told me he'll bank in money for me and distribute all the money as paying salary to the staffs. he wasn't sure he has to bank in how much but in the end of the day i distribute the money and left none to myself! cuz the money was calculated just right for the rest of the staffs besides me.

called him again and yet he's telling he'll bank in to me.. until tomorrow i called him again, he asked me to meet him in kl so he can pay me my salary.. that hurts a lot to me, damn it!

i got some other money (pocket money for travel and food expenses) with me, but i can't really use it for other purposes. so what the hell, i think i need to post this blog so i can let go my anger and pain inside of me..

let's hope my boss really kept his promise, or else, he'll lose his pioneer prodigy...

whew, thanks..